i passed my math test. can you see the shock waves emanting from me? like wow. i was so convinced i would fail:p phew. heh coz i barely knew what was going on... think i was just darn lucky. cannot believe it tho, brandon got FULL marks! like. how pro is that man:p heh... yea and i also did get pass dance audition... that's pretty weird, considering i stood still for like half the song, coz i couldn't get the beat:p ohwell... now have to see about council. i'll have to drop something, won't be able to cope with so much hmm. heh... tomato mushroom!!
:10:33 PM: :sugah~plum
maybe i shouldn't be blogging about this, but as some of you may have already known... i have been wanting to get a tattoo for sometime now. a small butterfly, on my back at the left side. coincidentally, yesterday at sji, i happened to notice that one of my seniors... has one like that. a butterfly, on her back, albeit it being on the right side. mmm that normally would've been fine, except that she just so happens to be one of the pretty, hot girls that he knows. and i wonder why i felt insecure then. heh... anyways, i don't know, i just don't want to be thought that i'm copying her. i basically don't like to be thought of as trying to copy others, but you know, sometimes people just have some great ideas, and well some improvisation and it could be done. its stuff that lotsa people do anyway, so its not exactly copying. it's quite sad tho. where's the originality then? mmm. but then again, who said i had any?
for the record, i am so -not- copying her. think i might be a bit overeacting if i go change my design for something unique just so i won't have anything similar to others. i doubt it can be helped. mmm. something funny tho, my mum actually happily told me to 'find another design la!' one wonders if she's joking man. heh dad will definitely hit the roof if i actually did it tho. ohwell... its quite sad too, the social stigma attached to getting one. i just think that it looks nice, is kinda cool and makes great decoration. i don't really understand why getting one would make a person bad or whatever... its just... a tattoo. its just... inserting pigments into the skin to colour and decorate it. ahh. people will still view it with some sort of distaste or suspicion i guess. well... to hell with what other people think. but then again... it does hold some importance doesn't it? no matter what we say. so... i guess i shall ponder more on this issue. but gotta study for math test first heh. priorities, priorities.
:11:27 PM: :sugah~plum
ahhhh.... yet another test or interview of sorts. anyway i've decided to relax more. shan't be so uptight heh:p but i do have a darn math test tmr... and feel bad about being online. anyway... had sji yesterday. haha oh yes and i mustn't forget friday... which was good(no pun intended -_-), being a holiday and all. did buy a nice top and some other stuff. have this new found fascination with perfume, being that i found out it actually smells good:p who wouldave thought! never knew perfume could actually smell -good-.
heh, anyway, about sji. it really wasn't much of an sji... no wonder most of the seniors didn't bother to show up. we were supposed to go seoul garden... but it turned out it was too crowded, and so we trooped over to nydc at wheelock, but noo it was too crowded too! so then someone suggested ps. in one big group, we took a train to ps, and being that we all couldn't fit into the train through one door, me and joshua had to scuttle in and out of another door. heh the funny thing is, we met our math teacher at taka outside seoul garden and she was like ahhh... come out eh, never study for math:p oops. mmm so we ended up at cafe cartel. finally, somewhere that had space for us.
haha weirdly enough, it was a superbly long table, so some sji it was, with all of the few seniors who turned up all squished in one corner... what interaction?!:p but it wasn't too bad... haha. tho there wasn't much interaction between the seniors and the new juniors, the rest of us went along quite fine i guess. it was pretty amusing tho, since i was sitting near the seniors, happily watching two of em down beers. in the end, there were like 5 or 6 bottles sitting on that small table... looks quite funny:p anyways it was pretty fun, whole lot of pool we played before that, tho some ppl who weren't there wanted to play pool aft dinner at almost 11. urps:p haha sadly, couldn't go tho, was trying to make peace with parents.
haha. yea... quite fun. our class shld go out more:p tsk. being so dubbed the mugger class... haha. wonder what -i'm- doing in a so called mugger class.. anyway we almost lived up to the name. me jon and luke actually stayed back in sch on thurs to.... *drumroll* do math. gosh. heh luke was teaching us tho haha, so nice right:p ohwell! no choice, if not hwk will never get done. got math test tmr somemore! ack. gosh... this entry's kinda long... still have somemore to say, but i guess i'll continue later:p shall... not... flood.
:9:50 PM: :sugah~plum
mmm. this shall be a short post. met up with shauna, yun, meizhen, guan, da and sze today. felt pretty good, a sort of mini-nygep reunion thing. heh i kinda miss em all... but well its inevitable. i guess what we can do now is just to make sure we all keep in touch :) so anyways hmm... the humans scholarship interview wasn't too bad. i got the rj principal and two other people as my interviewers, and like i realised my interview was on the same day as a lot of other friends:p nice hmm. ahh. luckily i didn't have any instances of long pauses. mmm... probably also will have to go for council interview on monday, which is bad since i wanted to go out on monday, and it would waste time coz i end earlier on mon. why not tues:( and also coz i'm interviewphobic:p haha kenneth keeps saying that i'm so bimbo, what am i doing going for interviews -_- fwah. i'm not bimbo!... right? haha. anyway i'm an I type! do i look that type? hmm i guess so, if i'm in the mood;p ahaha. yea kinda tired and not that talkative at the moment, so... yea. do hope i can get the scholarship and council tho hmm... wish me luck:p
:7:49 PM: :sugah~plum
ahh... time again to post. i'm now lounging in front of the computer, despite the fact that i've got a math tutorial due tomorrow, of which i have done, less than 1/4, and my humans interview as well. mmm strangely enough, i'm not panicking as much as i did just now. haha. after talking to my form teacher about the humans interview, gosh. i think i started to get stressed or smth, coz i started to ramble. on and on and on. haha... and poor sze and her friend peter looked pretty traumatised by me. coz i couldn't stop talking:p even my form tchr was like er. you? quiet? find it hard to believe -_- hey i can keep quiet you know!... for 6 minutes *hide* haha and they wouldn't let me have coffee for fear i'd become even higher. but i did anyway, and haha instead the coffee seemed to calm me down... abit. feel a lot better now, will leave the panicking til tmr:p ahh in a pretty good mood today, i feel like i've had a good weekend and a pretty good day. caught the recruit on sat, its cool:p nice twists and turns and stuff. wanna watch X-Men2!! today... nice and funny and well just nice. have pe tmr tho (!!) ohhhkay time to stop slacking, and do my stuff hehe... yups. tests soon, gulp.
ah hah! just wanted to add something. i froze today. yeap, literally froze. 3 bloody periods in the lt (5) without getting out at all. whoa. fingers completely froze. even after going out and tried to thaw, the warm air didn't help much, and i stunned nicholas, who said hi and like, later on asked me if i was okay coz i looked pale. wow. cold makes me pale? then even after walking through the canteen, i was still stiff from the cold, couldn't even walk properly. stunning, i tell you, the extent of the antartic-like lts. help:p oh! and i didn't get into choir. my goodness, things just come to me after i post :p haha so thick skinned, already went once and got rejected, still not enough, gotta put myself through it again. hrms. yes, i believe now that i'm not fated to be in it, and not cut out for singing, no matter how much i like it heh. mmm shall try for dance and council hahahaaaa. er.
:10:39 PM: :sugah~plum
yeeesyesyesyesyes! my dad's thinking of getting cable unlimited!! :) haha. fun... hmm uhoh hope that doesn't distract me from my schoolwork and stuff, but to hell with that, i'll worry about it if i actually do get cable even:p haha actually i've got nothing to blog about really... tho i think its a record amount of blogging during this break:p anyways, yesterday was the first day in like 1 1/2 weeks that i actually sorta went out, in other words, seen town:p 'coz i had to get new shoes for school haha, i only had one white pair which was falling apart and the rest were all illegal! so i got a nice, very white pair that is very legal too hmm. and helped mum buy some bag, which i thought was so damn cute, and i think i'm gonna like abscond with it haha! :) hrm... oh and me and yun saw miss lee yesterday, quite amusing, coz some lady coughed and ms lee was glaring at her or smth, and that's when we saw her... haha.
ohwell... the school closure's been extended to 9th april for us. wonder why its extended, i mean its only for 2 days... ah, apparently its to 'phase in'. heh but not too bad, i get to do those unfinished homework, and my interview gets rescheduled, so i can postpone the panic too :p yea and everyone's wondering why i have hwk... its not much actually, but i'm too lazy to do it haha. mmm its coz it was given before the break la... and due somewhere er... oh wait, yesterday:p yawn... gettin abit sleepy... that's weird coz i just woke up like, 3 hours ago hmm. ahh i need to do some reading! been neglecting my reading hobby ever since jc... busy hmm weirdly. or just well. on the comp too much to do anything else. mmm okay that's enough rambling... zzz...
:2:34 PM: :sugah~plum
argh i'm still up at this unearthly hour doing adjustments to my blog... well so. er please help by giving some comments or tags on the current weird state of my blog... if its way too gaudy, then i'll sorta revert back or something like that... haha. not that it wasn't gaudy before huh ;p ohwell... i'm just gonna leave it like this in the meantime... goodnight time for beauty sleep:p
:4:30 AM: :sugah~plum
oh yes! my template is finally showing changes! i don't have to change my template yet hahaa:p yay. ohwell... the date and time is fixed too, thanks to mz :) oh and i got a tagboard... finally:p check it out and do leave smth yea? haha. at least my blog's one thing i can be happy about. heh yes tmr would be the first day i'm going out in a week due to a semi-quarantine period my parents imposed on me. hmm tho under the circumstances i'm going out tmr, there's not much to rejoice for :p ohwell... can't have everything right... at least i'll get new shoes haha. tho i feel bad buying em... already spend too much. hmm. heh anyway i'm still panicking like mad for the interview on monday... i wonder what i can do so i won't look like some village idiot... think i must read up huh:p haha. ohwell... time for my 50 situps methinks. just hope i won't collapse halfway haha... *poof*
:3:14 AM: :sugah~plum
mmm getting a little bleary eyed now... but still, i thought i should blog a little. had a nice surprise today, something came in the mail. apparently i was shortlisted for an interview for the humanities scholarship :) *hyperventilate* that's nice news... only now the frightful interview looms near... and i am still as ignorant as ever. wonder how i can get across the biggest hurdle of this scholarship... the interview. hmm i guess i should be brushing up on my current affairs and anything i can think of. but i guess its quite futile, not knowing what they're gonna ask. anyways... school's starting again soon, i better start doing all those hwk that is due... heh. i wanna watch a movie... feel like its been pretty long since i watched one, tho chances are it was pretty recent... about 3 weeks ago i think. hmm... ahh but with that virus going around... watching a movie may not be such a great idea :( heck i'll wait for better looking movies to come out too:p and i shall resolve to reduce the massive amt of food i consume... aft school reopens. i will make myself busy! busy = less bingeing:p haha. i think.
:1:48 AM: :sugah~plum