i just realized that i haven't blogged for more than a week already. perhaps that's a good sign, because was having promos on mon til thurs last week, maybe it means i was trying to study. then had ccab camp from fri to mon, and only had time to blog today coz i was sleeping away last night til this afternoon. anyway ccab camp was good. at first i thought it might be too tough or bad or smth. but it turned out pretty good... was fun, interesting and i did learn a lot from it, surprisingly. also i think i've done the most pushups there than i've ever did, though i still can't do a single competent push up. and i'm not even upset over having to do them now, better than last time when i would be.
oh great, my inspiration to post and talk about the camp is now gone, after someone just reminded me of my negative attributes. suddenly i don't feel so great anymore, and all the insecurities are pouring back in. shall blog about it tmr instead then, after the 7 or 8 hours of drama/dance. goodness knows how i'm going to get the line-in banner done. anyway... caesar rocks, i love my camp group :) will explain why tmr. in the meantime, shall go to sleep and hope i'll survive tmr. i do miss dancing though, haven't had it for more than a month. anyway to end off, here's my results of a thing da put up.
Your love attitude is adventurous, charismatic and spontaneous. You're creative and adaptable, and you can come up with the most exciting and sometimes daring things to do. Your quick intelligence and way with words help get you out of the problems that come with being flirtatious and playing hard to get. You need to pay close attention to your personal values because you love to try new and different things and easily go along with the crowd and the consequences can put extra strain on your relationship with a boy/girl. You like guys who have great bodies and good looks, along with exceptional brain and high grades. It helps if they're highly athletic or involved in as many activities as you, otherwise you might get bored! Variety is the key to your love attitude number.
that's quite amusing because its partly true and partly not. i can't always come up with exciting things to do... mostly musing around -why- there -isn't- anything excitingto do. also i don't play hard to get. at least i don't think so... the personal values part is umm kinda true though. but haha i don't have that much requirements in a guy! well anyway who wouldn't like guys described above right... its normal. pretty true bout the getting bored part though... i get bored of everything rather easily... but perhaps variety is not the key. the key, to me is not variety but more like finding the right person i guess.
for a short post this is pretty long. anyway i just wanted to say why on earth does everybody die in movies? just watched underworld today, its pretty cool but damn violent man. in fact a lot of movies are damn violent. the last 3 movies i watched were all nc-16 and many many people dying. ugh. the next movie i watch has to be a romantic comedy or something nice without dying people. its just too sadistic and mean. yup... quite out of point. and brandon, we are NOT chickens.
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