hmm feel abit tipsyish now, though didn't drink much. man justin's house really does have a lot of alcohol. pity had to leave rather early, his house is impossibly far away from mine, and parents are rather strict hmm. ah well think my alcohol tolerance is getting somewhat better.... either that or i can't jump and dance around too much after drinking hmm. heeh. lalalala yes just laughing to myself now. shucks do wish that i could y'know have more celebration! for christmas and new year hmm this year seems rather bland... ohwell there's always next year.
hmm chinablack the day before was pretty good, unfortunately was rather too crowded, was completely packed. lost sam and amanda, and spent the whole night with da and her friends, though had to go home early again, because had to wake up early the next day for school and coz parents strict la. was in school dancing and acting the whole day before going to chinablack and the day after too, shucks. well ended up pretty tired. aching too today, way too much dancing hmm 6 hours straight for two days plus chinablack haha. maybe i'm just weak hmm need to build up yes. haha quite funny they played the bhangra version of me against the music at chinablack and that's like one of our dance pieces for campfire so i kinda started dancing to it there. man did i look like an idiot -_- but hehe fun, fun. dancing is good.
heh shall go get some hot soup now. shucks school is starting soon mutter i haven't got much hwk done yet sigh. anyway, Happy New Year everyone!
:11:44 PM: :sugah~plum
Merry Christmas!
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ohwell... off to kl tomorrow. so sad though, will be missing two dance practices sigh -_- hope i can catch up mmm. its quite tiring tho, i'm aching quite badly now, wish i could stick a whole bunch of salon pas everywhere. that'll be quite weird tho heh d: i wonder why everything has to pop up during the weekend that i'm away, its kinda strange considering there was absolutely nothing to do during the past few weekends. i'm damn bored now sigh... how? gah think i shall go curl up with a book. sometimes it proves to be good company... sometimes better than people even methinks. gotta sleep early too, have to wake up at an ungodly hour tmr :( i mean, who wakes up at 6am during the hols right. well even if they do they shouldn't have to. hmm ow it hurts to move... maybe i'll actually obtain some of that elusive thing called muscles. ohwell.
:8:49 PM: :sugah~plum
i like my hair
when it dries, right after i wash it. it feels smooth, soft, and actually stays in place. mmm. heh managed to write like 10 xmas cards today, got less than half left yay. erm anyway if whoever doesn't get a card, its probably because i was lazy or had no time or er i don't know your address d: so erm, sorry if that's the case. hmm going kl this fri heh, hopefully i can get 4 days of peace and stress free relaxation. and of course, shopping :p again. i seem to shop a lot d: just got a new watch on mon too, its so fascinating. its the big tic fossil watch with the moving seconds as the watch face. colourful too :) shopping is fun. but then well, i did need a watch, my old one is totally bonkers and runs faster than it should. also got this pretty stila eyeshadow... stila has such pretty stuff, the lip glaze thing is so pretty. and really ex too yikes. yawn shucks, its pretty late and i gotta wake up early to go for dance tmr morning. should sleep now haha gooodnight.
:2:05 AM: :sugah~plum
Herald-Mage Vanyel Ashkevron. pity he's gay.
yaaayyyyy. mango is having an end of season sale now :) i bought my lovely skirt! the one i was in love with. i'm happy and satiated :) er yeah as you can tell. had dance today, felt pretty good to move again after being lazy for the past few weeks after buskers was over. also went town after that to eat sushi buffet, damn was so full d: but then after i went home i actually realized i was really tired and fell into my bed not to rise until chang'e started heh. silly me la, stayed up til 3 to read magic's promise. and had to wake up early to go to mango too heeh ;p hmm but i just couldn't pry myself away from the book... its so nice sigh. love fantasy. very niccceee. lalalala. shall go and try to learn lyrics now. damn really killing my internet capacity hmm... maybe i should spend the next few days trying to do math. shudder.
:10:22 PM: :sugah~plum
had a bit of a misunderstanding with my dad last night. was pretty upset, but fine now. repercussion is that we're kind of not speaking to each other at the moment. ah well. heh. anyway... i love sandman. oh man. just read kindly ones... and i can't wait to read the rest of the series that i haven't read yet. i love how a story is so well interwoven through many installments, and when you read say, book 9 there's continuations of things you've read in say book 2,4,5 etc. actually its not only sandman that does that... i think there's lots of many other series which does that too. hehe maybe its just me but i just love this kind of thing. stories that are not only wonderful, touching, poignant and interesting, but that can make you discover new things about old characters or certain enlightenments that you can acheive by going back to earlier volumes. heh. i especially like fantasy-ish stories... they can remove the mundane quality of our lives. or mine, to be more specific. graphic novels with fantasy elements are even better, there's the visual treat too. poignant graphic novels with fantasy elements are just the best... that's why i like rising stars and sandman so much. hope i can discover more heh... but then again won't be able to buy em all haha so perhaps there's not much point.
i feel like changing my blog template -again-. its kinda boring, i don't know how long i've had this template already haha. since i kind of have time now... i've basically been stoning at home for the past few days. though i've just discovered that i've got math hwk and should start doing it soon coz i probably won't have any more time in the next few weeks to come. going to malaysia for a couple of days for one, and have dance practices etc too. really should do something about the cca booth for orientation too, but got no idea what i should do really. ah shucks. i'm bored... off to tinker with the html monster again.
There are several beings who are not Gods,
That have existed before humanity dreamed of Gods,
That will exist after the last God is dead.
There are seven beings that exist because,
deep in our hearts we know they exist.
There are seven beings that are called the Endless.
They are, in order of age, Destiny, Death, Dream, Destruction, Desire and Despair, and Delirium, who was once Delight.
:8:53 PM: :sugah~plum
never step into a jewellery shop when you have no money
but i did. haha. my aunt went in to buy something, so i trailed in as well. ended up falling in love with this sexy siren ring which i think is absolutely gorgeous. well yet another thing i fell in love with and cannot afford heh :p the sad thing is, even after a 20% discount, and a $50 voucher... i still couldn't afford it. about two hundred bucks. for a piece of accessory, albeit a really nice one with white gold and diamonds. haha but why the hell would i need one anyway... its basically just there to look nice. heh no practical use at all. but then well you know, its just like women to be impractical and vain at times. ohwell nevermind... it shall just be there, coveted and not meant to be mine. musn't spend on such things until i'm actually earning money anyway haha.
on the bright side, i bought a sandman graphic novel! yay. its book nine, the kindly ones. still can't bear to unwrap it and was actually sitting there hugging it just now heh d: i can be so silly sometimes. wanted to buy preludes and nocturnes actually, but i thought the cover was ugly. quite sad though josh just told me the illustration for kindly ones is not very nice -_- nevermind, i'll find out when i open it. argh brandon told me there was a sale yesterday at topshop, buy one get one free. and i didn't go! argh. basically stayed home the whole weekend so i could watch the sea games coverage for swimming, see if can see lionel swim too. best thing is i saw practically everything but. ah well. its pretty good for me to get out and walk around a bit. makes me feel somewhat better. been feeling a little down these few days, not too great bout myself. also just registered for the sats yesterday(or the day before, i have a terrible memory), which means i have to take it on jan 24, 2 days after chinese new year and 1 week after the play. hopefully i won't be sleep deprived or sick on that day. parents already stressing me to do well in sats this time sigh.
ah well, aching all over. from attempting to do random exercises like squats and situps in a futile bid to tone up. also realised that when school starts and mass pe commences, i'll die. the one thing i do worst, is probably running. ohwell. anyway hope mango has a sale soon. must get that skirt i'm in love with, it remains in my thoughts and pops up occasionally. but then... i think it might be gone by then. it seems like its disappearing already, i don't see it anymore. ahh well. as usual, not meant to be. hmm, i shouldn't be blogging. almost exceeding my internet volume limit and its barely the starting of the month. uhoh.
:9:42 PM: :sugah~plum
my feet are in terrible pain.
haha yes they are. pain from itch and pain from walking/dancing too much in high heeled boots. haha... hope they'll survive tomorrow. still have things to do... in fact, i've got to go to sleep soon coz gotta go to school tomorrow morning eep. anyway chinablack was pretty good. i like r&b, can actually dance to it properly unlike trance hrm. also quite fun coz there were a whole bunch of us hanging out and stuff. there was this big hoo-hah about brandon being missing tho... made us all panic like mad wondering what on earth happened to him... and it turned out he went home. tsk. without telling us too. made us stop dancing and worry for nothing d: ohwell... still, it was fun heh, lots of screaming too, now my voice is kinda hoarse. and i'm deaf. feet sore. heh... worth it though, for the adrenaline and the fun. should be fine by tmr. ah well i'm outta here, gotta wake up early to go to school tmr. tata.
:3:02 AM: :sugah~plum
wow third post today hmm. technically. hmm i've discovered that french fries are good bingeing food too! in addition to chocolate and chips and whatever. ice cream, yeah. comfort food hmm. so interesting, had pretty good luck for mahjong today, won a couple of bucks which paid for my dinner. maybe it was to make up for my depression. never really had such good luck for mahjong. anyway we played 8 rounds again as usual, and man did it take a lot longer today. we left her house at nearly 9 o'clock. heh quite fun though i actually cooked some stuff, ie. mushroom and cheese omelette and mushroom and cheese scrambled eggs with herbs. feel a lot better than this morning, tho the prevailing mood, er, prevails. i'm going to grow immensely fat with all these bingeing. ah well. it makes me feel better nods. anyway posting coz i'm very very bored. okay shall go back to stoning in front of the comp chomping on cold and soggy fries. i like soggy and soft mcdonald fries.
:10:42 PM: :sugah~plum
i just banged the keyboard. really really hard with both my hands. and now they're very sore. i think i shouldn't be online now, i'm supposed to go out soon. although i'll prefer to rot at home. just rot. collect dust. i absolutely hate it when i press the backspace button and my entire post just goes up in dust. all my feelings and my efforts just gone like that at the touch of one button. usually i'll just sigh and rewrite. but today that was just the last straw. somehow if i recreate my previous post it won't really capture how i'm feeling. but perhaps i should try. but i think i won't.
i was going to sing praises for jon and caleb too, but don't really feel like typing it all out again. listening to jon's 'farewell' and caleb's 'you belong to me' over and over again. perhaps i'm in the mood. but anyway... they're great. i like jon's 'farewell' very much. the singing is full of feeling and the guitar playing is just incredible la. anyway, just wanted to say right, jon if you're reading this and ever cut an album in the future, i'm definitely gonna buy it. same for caleb. and not because you're my friends, but because you're very talented musicians. and i don't buy albums often. yeah gotta stop now. have to go out if not i'll be late. yup.
:12:12 PM: :sugah~plum
i'm in love...
with a skirt :p man its gorgeous... haha. nevermind. watched love actually yesterday. talk about gorgeous, there was this seriously hot guy in it haha. and because of love actually there's this christmas song stuck in my head. haha. anyway. its 3 plus am now. just finished playing tactics arena online haha its damn fun but i've only played two games so far and lost both of them quite sadly but nevermind! i'm a newbie. yes. its late so i should go to sleep soon. bored though haha :p was actually in quite a depressive and sian mood today but that was rectified when i went out with family just now heh. actually bought some stuff and ate ice cream and all haha d:
zouk last night wasn't very good though, i don't like trance. can't dance to it. sheesh d: ohwell nevermind, watched a good movie yesterday anyhow. silly, but funny. hmm... its kinda weird these days la. meeting up with old... friends. and being depressive and sian for some strange reason. perhaps i'm feeling alone again. but i won't make the same mistakes heh... at least i'll try not to la d: mmm... the chocolate truffle biscuit thingie is nice. oh yahh chocolate crossies. i forgot to buy em -_- was at carrefour just now even. maaan. should go to sleep now... but i'm bored. practically everyone's gone offline already though. haha... nevermind shall sleep, have a long day ahead tomorrow. i wonder how i'll get my holiday homework done. ohwell... i'll worry about that later :p
:3:22 AM: :sugah~plum