if it doesn't mean anything to you why should it mean anything to me?
funny how so much can seem to happen in a short span of 2 days. something nice happened, something traumatising happened (if you can count sats), something happy happened, and something depressing happened. i ought to be sleeping now actually, was pretty darn depressed and tired just a while ago. which of course conflicts with my earlier happier mood when hanging out with my friends. so confusing... don't get me wrong, i'm confused too. very. hmm okay i shall just burst into a commentary about just now. was supposed to go chinablack after nydc, but ended up going to da's house to play mahjong instead. i don't know if it was a wise choice, but was too tired to go chinablack anyway, and wasn't really in the mood anymore.
on a nice happier note, i got lots of nice presents this year. things that i want and like heh... so cool. and i almost shrieked when i discovered this nice big me to you bear in a box from my friend... always wanted one of these. so darn cute. and can keep me company when i'm feeling lost and alone. he seems to know just what to get me. hmm... and the something nice that happened... has something to do with the something depressing that happened. i don't know, it sounds confusing, and basically it is too, so i shouldn't even bother to elaborate right. yeah... so i think i shall leave it at that. and go to sleep instead.
:1:39 AM: :sugah~plum