sigh. i'm losing it i think. can't remember anything, and recently there have been a few occurrences where i have been told that i did something or something happened which i have absolutely no recollection of. its like i have fugue states or something. how freaky. or well it could also be that i'm losing it. and getting more and more blind too. hmm. really my eyesight is getting worse. and i've finally finished another lit s book. that makes it a grand total of... 3 and 3/4 out of 6. okay lots more to go... catch-22 is hideously thick. but interesting. somehow think that its kind of late to be reading my lit s books now though. i think somewhere between dance and drama and school... i probably started to just... slack off. degenerate. and of course instead of studying, i'm online. asking for it aren't i. but i will study. i will try. meanwhile... shall be silly and do a quiz i found on da's blog.
I am Progressive Girl
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wow. wth, serious? i guess none of the rest really fit me either -_- ohwell. its been so long since i last did an online quiz. sigh. been having a rather unpleasant spate of luck recently. but then again... hope perseveres. if Celie can triumph through her troubles, i sure as hell can too. what petty problems i have. we're all damned bloody lucky we are. (to understand the last 4 sentences, read the sypnosis of the book The Color Purple by Alice Walker.) yeap.
:5:08 PM: :sugah~plum
omg. i mean. was i expecting any better? having left 10 questions completely blank and screwing up my essay yet naively believing that it cant' be that bad and i didn't have to cancel all my scores? my math and lit were fairly decent after all. but writing. i got below 600. how is that even possible? its like all the universities i'm applying to are just going to think that i can't even speak english or something. mutter. now what am i supposed to do. i can't possibly do it again. the next date is just impossible. so i guess i just have to live with my absolutely disgraceful score. fine. its not like i never did badly for sats before anyway. i just have to accept that i can't do well at sats and that's that. and that i can't download songs into my phone for the life of me coz it not only doesn't work with my computer it won't even work on da's comp. what now? study right. how bleak.
:1:15 PM: :sugah~plum
i never knew Friends was so funny. i watch it sometimes, but apparently i missed quite a few the great episodes. oh and went to watch Singapore Idol yesterday with my class, was quite interesting. joy's uncle got us in early so we could get seats, quite cool. there were so many people. and i can't believe that there were so many people chasing after the van they were in at the lime birthday bash. never knew singapore was so... idol-chasing. but then i'm not part of that culture so i wouldn't really know anwyay. after that we went to ashley's house and slaaaaccckked. watched 'my big fat greek wedding' which was pretty funny, and many many episodes of friends. it was so funny! its almost as good as SATC and gilmore girls. i think i'd rank it my third favourite sitcom.
baccalaureate was something else altogether. it was a pretty memorable experience, or rather it was a way of making a memorable experience even more deeply etched into our hearts. i very nearly cried, teared a bit actually, during miss j's speech. i guess we'll all miss each other, the teachers, the school but mostly the good times we had there. i've never taken so many pictures in one shot before. hmmm. ohwell. don't want to retype all that nonsense about my camera cable and lip balm(i lost my post -_-), though i must say that its rather strange that my sex on the beach lip balm smells like... bubblegum or something. weird. yawn. and i still felt like i just woke up a couple of hours ago. so much for studying.
Don't Say You Love Me - The Corrs
I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all
I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Yeah Yeah Yeah
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Say you love me
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away
hmmm. don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it? there's some truth in this song.
:11:23 PM: :sugah~plum
my internet is not working. i'm devastated. and now flowerpod doesn't seem to be working either! -_- just woke up yawn, fell asleep in the middle of a econs paper 2 mock... it was so torturous. sigh. so totally don't feel like studying these days... i think i need someone to study with. think i'm very reliant on having company. ugh freezing to death in the library... think i should just type my s geog essay and get out of here. speaking of s geog... sigh. its even more hopeless than s lit. ohwell guess i don't have much to say... nothing much nice anyway. was thinking about south africa last night... and some other stuff... think i kinda miss it... hmm... i want to watch wimbledon. i'm told its very good, and that apparently its the kinda movie i'd like (?) don't know what that means, but i think the trailer/poster looks pretty good anyway :p well i do like a rather diverse range. i still think harold and kumar go to white castle is the funniest thing i've watched in ages. and i really liked love me if you dare while some people keep insisting that its damn boring. ohwell. everyone has different tastes. and i have to quit online shopping. start studying damnit. only 2 more months to go.
:4:42 PM: :sugah~plum