oh oh oh driving is so fun! especially manual! although i er, forget to press the clutch at times or press at the wrong time, or oversteer into the wrong lane and er, forget to lift up my foot from the accelerator pedal, and umm braked too hard or too soft. haha :D another lesson tomorrow! hee. hope its abit better now. oh and i kept switching to the wrong gear too haha erps. but despite all those mistakes... its fun! haha like umm arcade only with real roads and a much slower speed. though even when i was going 20km/h i felt like it was very fast haha erps! scary. but fun. haha cool. sorry quite excited. haha.. wished i booked more haha, now everything is fully booked til june. sniffle. luckily i did book a few in may. if not i might just forget everything... erps. lalaala i'm happy. sick though, but happy. oh yah haha was so clogged up and tired when i woke up today haha almost didn't feel like going... and fell asleep in the bus on the way home and slept again when i got home. terrible. haha i keep getting sick. tsk. okays nothing more to say... hope i pass my final theory though, was quite dubious haha i didn't know quite a few. hope i get a nice instructor again tmr! haha.
:11:23 PM: :sugah~plum
oh dear. i seem to have lost a post about cute cuttlefish. and Sponge the nautilus also hee. hmm went to the underwater world last thursday! haven't posted for pretty long though... been rather busy with teaching and dancing and interviews and studying for final theory. so so so tired now, hacking away like some old cackling witch and aching all over. hrmpf. also had to go for two rounds of the SMU LKC scholars programme interview, one last friday and one today. phew. so many things happening concurrently these two weeks. and have final theory test and driving lesson tomorrow! but anyway, back to the cute cuttlefish. hee. before last thurs, i hadn't been to the underwater world for years and years! soo cute it is. especially the cuttlefish. my favourite haha. they WAVE BACK! using their tentacles. though its rather dubious coz they raise their middle two tentacles and wiggle it at people when we wave at them. so cute. and umm, i made the embarrassing mistake of thinking that the nautilus thing which is like some shell thing was a sponge. coz i didn't see the sign properly :( and there i was wondering why the 'sponge' looked like that. oh oh the travelator is funn! went around it 3 times... i could have gone on and on and on though haha. and i learnt how to tell a male and female shark apart erps. haha. squealed a bit too, at the touch pool when the staff there were coaxing me to try and touch the like tiny shark... so eeyeeer so cute it was like rough and abrasive. i touched a starfish too! and the underside haha because they so kindly took the starfish out for me to touch. well. probably coz we were the last two people to leave la hahaa, and they were waiting for us to get out so they could close blink oops.
haha oops i've rambled on and on about the cute undersea creatures. there's more too! but i shall stop for now because umm. overkill. haha. hmm well teaching these few days was quite alright, because well at least its about things i'm fairly competent at. unfortunately i'm not all too proficient at trying to umm explain these things. i think its been conveyed, but then again i'm not too sure because i have no response most of the time! :( teaching is not an occupation i'm going to be giving much consideration to. and killing my voice and developed quite a cough too, due to the excessive amount of talking i've been doing over these few days. in addition to my own normal amount of talking! which, believe me, is a lot. i think lack of sleep is contributing to it too. speaking of talking... i hope i didn't talk too much at the interview today. like quite overbearing like that! eeps. haha. but well, its kind of in my nature to talk. talk talk talk talk talk. but i think i shall stop for now because i might just cough to death pretty soon. sigh. and i shall resume my wait. i see him almost everyday and yet i see/talk to him so little. well not enough anyway in my opinion. too busy :( ohwell. it shall be fine. oh oh oh! bye!
:9:30 PM: :sugah~plum
yawn yawn yawn oh dear i'm falling asleep in the computer chair. haha. woke up at a ridiculous hour of 6am for naught. oh dear really need to sleep. anyway to summarise today was a rather unevenful day... did alot of stuff today. oh goodness i'm sitting next to an anti-mosquito coil and i can get bitten... amazing. hee. quite happy just now too, i just love his company. oh no my face is itchy now. hmm yah anyways i didn't teach in the end... have to be approved by moe first and we all didn't know or forgot. they assumed i already was. and i didn't know i had to. how messy. oh my gosh i think i just saw the mosquito fly by. die mosquito die! sigh. and i kept hiccuping the whole day! they keep stopping and starting again... hiccuping now again haha. oh and yesterday was pretty good, twas nice to reminisce about our old sec school and pri school days. ahh smu interview this friday, wish me luck d: night night.
:1:35 AM: :sugah~plum
ack ack ack! my toenail is really really falling out :( i knocked it against my other foot and it half fell out!! i'm traumatised. and oh oh i watched grease today, its so cool! i seem to be rather delayed when it comes to watching stuff sometimes, i saw nemo and the matrix after super super long haha, and now grease which is infinitely older than those two movies. and i have yet to watch saturday night fever, which is next on my list of classics to watch. then when harry met sally i think. what else... i can't remember. hee. i like my new highlights and haircut! (although my hair looks almost exactly the same, just somewhat happier) haha. first salon attempt at proper highlighting... i like it. maybe next time then i'll cut more or highlight something bolder. but i want to leave my hair long! so i can't really like do anything drastic with it anyways. haha. ow my toe my toe... sigh. but had a great time today :) all in all a good day. also got a temporary job offer today, how cool. just when i had a conversation with my mum or more like her ranting at me about how broke i am and how lazy and time-wasting i am for not working and doing silly things like dancing. haha. although how i'm supposed to be somewhat respectable and intellectual and actually teach people is beyond me. but ohwell i guess i'll manage... i do like trying a whole variety of jobs anyway! makes life interesting. yawn. think i shall sleep soon... after i get some ice cream anyways haha blink. :)
:1:15 AM: :sugah~plum
hmm... its funny. i think everyone who used to read my blog have ran away or something. i was reading all my archives and realised that i used to get quite a few comments, but nowadays practically none. how strange. but then again i think i also stopped reading some of their blogs too. hmm... and apparently, my blog is getting too sappy to read. well excuse me for being happy :p finally. it seems like a lot of my past posts were more focused on like, depression and inability to find love, and cynical musings and quite a lot of rants and whines too. was that more interesting to read? how strange. i guess i used to think a lot. umm i hope i still think, if not that might be rather disturbing. i remember posting some of my relatively decent poems last time too. haven't written any recently though... never was any good at that haha. and to think i took s lit even. hmm i can't stop singing now haha... songs! yay i like singing. in fact going to recording soon... ah that one a little bit iffy, coz i have to do harmony in alto -_- and i'm like, partially tone deaf can't hear keys very well, so that's kinda hard for me. i think i do melody better. but anyway there's a reason why choir didn't accept me right haha. oh dear speaking of that i should get off my butt and go get ready soon right. haha oops.
i've been spending the last two days doing absolutely nothing except for sitting in front of the computer online shopping, surfing about hair and lip stuff. well granted, i'm sick. so i should be 'resting'. heeh. yah but suddenly felt kinda bored with my hair. actually its pretty nice when its let down and like in a good mood, ie, straight and soft and behaving, settling in the right places, but i tie it up like 90% of the time, so it looks crappy. hmm. so was thinking of perming or highlighting it! meow. and i need lip balm. oh oh oh oh just watched a super cool show about hairdressing... wow. its called Blow Dry or something like that, the last hairstyle the stylist did was absolutely tres tres magnifique. he like, shaved off most of her hair, and put this metal frame on her head, braiding the remaining long hair around each branch of the intricate frame. and she had like a tattoo on her head, so it was SO cool, like some ancient coloured regal tattoo on the top of her head above the crown, with the metal frame covered by golden blonde hair ontop her head, and this costume of golden wings and golden glitter straight on the body, she looked like an angel. so so gorgeous. yah. so spent my days slacking haha. though i had drama everyday from mon-fri last week! so that wasn't exactly slacking. mreow. and can't wait to start driving. hee. and i haven't posted lyrics in a while, but this song is special.
If I Never Knew You - Jon Secada and Shanice
(male solo)
If I never knew you, if I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of how precious life can be
And if I never held you, I would never have a clue
How at last I find in you, the missing part of me.
In this world so full of fear, full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear, in your eyes, so dry your eyes
And I’m so grateful to you, I’d have lived my whole life through
Lost forever, if I never knew you.
(female solo)
If I never knew you, I’d be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel a love so strong and true
I’m so grateful to you, I’d have lived my whole life through
Lost forever, if I never knew you.
(male solo) I thought our love would be so beautiful
(female solo) Somehow we make the whole world right
(duet)
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
All they leave us were these whispers in the night
But still my heart is saying we were right.
(female solo) If I never knew you
(male solo) There is no moment I regret
(female solo) If I never knew this love
(male solo) Since the moment that we met
(female solo) I’d have no inkling of how precious life can be
(male solo) If our time’s auspicious as that
Is here at last.
(duet) I thought our love would be so beautiful (So beautiful...)
Somehow we make the world right
(female solo) I thought our love would be so beautiful
We turn the darkness into light
(duet) And still my heart is saying we were right.
(male solo) We were right
And if I never knew you
(female solo) And if I never knew you
(male solo) I’d have lived my whole life through
(duet)
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you
:6:56 PM: :sugah~plum
..... why is everything not working?! oh and i didn't get the wesleyan scholarship. and i really don't feel like going to school today. sigh.
:1:50 PM: :sugah~plum