strange conflict of emotions here. about a minute ago i was sitting on my floor with my blanket over my head, laughing sillily(yes i know there's no such word) to myself being thoroughly elated at a message, and yet i've been having a slight niggling of loss at having to suddenly sever all ties with a friend. its not that i'm not doing it willingly, because i am, and for understandable reasons as well, but i guess its kind of sudden and will take time to get used to. oh well. anyways i'm deliriously happy as well :) but he's away and i miss him aagh. help :( oh oh i think i'm going blind too! everything is seeming more blurry than usual -_- but on another note, i think i can more or less drive now! yay... got a couple more lessons to go to finish and book for test(i hope). i really do kinda enjoy driving actually, i look forward to it sometimes. quite glad i took manual, coz there's some sense of satisfaction in being able to have so much control over the car. though for some reason i kept stalling today and i can't keep doing that, not in a test! :( so we'll see how. oh ran into the same perfect stranger i ran into the last time on a bus, who told me my specs was nice and struck up a short conversation with me. he recognised me and another short conversation took place... how coincidental O_O anyways... i love my new clothes yay i should shop more... but soo broke now sniff. haha going to buy beads and stuff tomorrow to make more earrings yay!
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