how? how how how how how can it end that way????? i'm sorry but i just couldn't put the book down. staring blankly at the comp now with a tear stained face. no no no no NO!! how can it happen :( its so awful. damn now i want to read the next one. but i don't think it's going to ever be the same again... without... sigh. shall not spoil it for everyone else. glad no one spoiled it for me. but sigh nevertheless.
okay shall go to sleep now. actually don't feel one shred of sleepiness... kind of slept away half my evening. sigh... greatly saddened by the book. but... its a good book nevertheless...
:5:53 AM: :sugah~plum