Very Random Musings.
Hmmm. Haven't updated in a while; seems like there isn't really much going on which I would like to, or can blog about, for that matter. Am in a bit of a gloom right now - the small, irritating cough from Sunday has erupted into a full blown cold and cough, complete with ugh, phlegm and stuff.
And actually, I had typed out this long and extremely whiny rant, but I’m not too sure about putting it up anymore. I guess, there’s no point, really. But I think, I will go on to ramble a little in my usual strange and random way.
I’m increasingly finding that we are all very flawed. And in the midst of it, I’m discovering my own flaws, and how fallible and susceptible I really am. I’ve also noticed, how irascible and depressive I can be when I’m sick (okay, when pms-y too). I’m not making excuses for myself – I know I’m at fault.
But it just makes me rather sad sometimes that when I need someone the most, they’re never there.
Is it really true? Will people treasure a possession which is far more difficult to obtain than one which is so easily within reach? I’m such a fan of clichés, it seems. Haha.
And sometimes, some unexpected and seemingly normal words can have such a positive effect; somehow, such words and comments only come when unsolicited, at appropriate moments. In light of all this; it may seem a little that we have to not seek out too earnestly what we want? In other versions it might well be the opposite.
Heh. I know all this is rather random; thoughts from the afternoon. Am actually awake right now, though not well yet, am not in a state like the past few days where I just fall asleep super early out of exhaustion. And something happened just now to really cheer me up, hehe. Oops I speak too early... am nodding off now erps. Haha I guess I'll stop now - and evidently I did, for I promptly fell asleep after typing that. Hurhur.
Last thought - I seem to always be caught in the position of the designated lamp post; there's nothing wrong with that within friends and all, but it's just rather amusing how that happens so very often.
Up next... Very Random Pictures.
:10:24 AM: :sugah~plum
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