I'm not random, I just have many thoughts.
Things are much less often about ourselves than we'd like to think. And sometimes, for the things which are important, we wish they were, but life is such that we can't really get everything we want. I believe that it just means we have to try harder and perserve through the obstacles and failures, so that when you do get it, it's that much sweeter. But sometimes we tire, and well.... just want to give up.
Maybe the stars are laughing at us now, us and our very human foibles.
My next birthday is soon approaching, yet it feels as if the last one just passed. And nothing has really changed. Perhaps age really does catch up with us faster than we think it really does. I'm just afraid of being one of those people who never really find out what they want in life even when they're already 40. But I guess that's for another day to worry about.
Today, I shall worry about something else.
Some things can't really be avoided. But we learn how to deal.
I miss my long, soft hair, which used to brush my arms and back. It was kind of comforting.
And, never make the mistake of thinking they actually care.
Don't worry about me. I'm not depressed; just pensive, maybe, and a little jaded.
Listening to "I See You, You See Me" by The Magic Numbers.
:11:00 PM: :sugah~plum
Comments:
Post a Comment