i feel common. i have a common name, i look common, and just -am- common. i feel like i lack uniqueness, and lack... specialness. no wonder. i'm just a little blip in the large expanse which is the world... so insignificant. i wonder if... i would able to do anything which could make people notice my existance, or if i'd just continue my dreary drudgery, slogging away for what? for a job, a mundane entity, routine and just a neccessary evil, for... nothing. everything i do, just ends up average. i don't excel at anything. i'm not sure if average is bad. but i think that life ought to have its ups and downs, and to simply go in a straight line is probably not very interesting, in my opinion. stifling. its stifling, no?
:7:19 PM: :sugah~plum