maybe i shouldn't be blogging about this, but as some of you may have already known... i have been wanting to get a tattoo for sometime now. a small butterfly, on my back at the left side. coincidentally, yesterday at sji, i happened to notice that one of my seniors... has one like that. a butterfly, on her back, albeit it being on the right side. mmm that normally would've been fine, except that she just so happens to be one of the pretty, hot girls that he knows. and i wonder why i felt insecure then. heh... anyways, i don't know, i just don't want to be thought that i'm copying her. i basically don't like to be thought of as trying to copy others, but you know, sometimes people just have some great ideas, and well some improvisation and it could be done. its stuff that lotsa people do anyway, so its not exactly copying. it's quite sad tho. where's the originality then? mmm. but then again, who said i had any?
for the record, i am so -not- copying her. think i might be a bit overeacting if i go change my design for something unique just so i won't have anything similar to others. i doubt it can be helped. mmm. something funny tho, my mum actually happily told me to 'find another design la!' one wonders if she's joking man. heh dad will definitely hit the roof if i actually did it tho. ohwell... its quite sad too, the social stigma attached to getting one. i just think that it looks nice, is kinda cool and makes great decoration. i don't really understand why getting one would make a person bad or whatever... its just... a tattoo. its just... inserting pigments into the skin to colour and decorate it. ahh. people will still view it with some sort of distaste or suspicion i guess. well... to hell with what other people think. but then again... it does hold some importance doesn't it? no matter what we say. so... i guess i shall ponder more on this issue. but gotta study for math test first heh. priorities, priorities.
:11:27 PM: :sugah~plum