lalala. was feeling rather depressed throughout the day, but going down to town really cheered me up quite a bit. mmm. yes i'm sure everyone knows this already, about the demise of esther tan, a student of acjc. announcements about it were made in the morning, with the due minute of silence given. then the call for students to attend her wake. i didn't go, because i didn't know her and i couldn't pretend to care as much as those who knew her personally. but it is a waste, that it is, and anyone doing war lit can tell you about the tragedy of the loss of youth. but life goes on, and there's nothing we can do to stop diseases like these from happening... and i guess it serves to remind us to treat others around us nicely... yea i guess everyone already knows that.. just that we tend to forget. then there was a 'security tour' thing from campus crusade or smth like that. well i guess they were trying to convert people to christians, but pity, i can't do it, i'm just not ready and i doubt i can stop sinning. see, i'm a selfish human being, who wonders what can't be seen and how to believe it. i guess its all the cynical jadedness rife in this life, the horrible things that happen all the time, that mar my vision of the world.
well... enough of philosophical mumbojumbo. school is tiring. it makes people depressed or smth... all draggy and stuff. by econs i was ready to keel over and faint, sleep, whatever. thank goodness i don't take chinese, if not i might really flip. hmm well then after econs i kinda wandered around aimlessly... searching for smth to do. going home would just mean... sleep. well i'm sure that wouldn't make me any more sian than i already was. then melvin called, wanting to go get a new wallet. finally, something to do. so that nice little trip to town was just the thing to perk me up and made up for the mundane tired routine of school. thanks melvin, for the company and the hairtie:p haha yay, i finally got a new phone cover. been wanting to get one for a while now, but couldn't find a suitable one. mmm i like this one... only that it doesn't fit properly, but well. that can be overlooked:p yes, so i'm happy with today and hope the scab comes off fine... black scab is really darn scary. cheers, i'd have to drag my ass off and try to start on school work sometime. thank goodness next week's the hols, will be looking forward to it and stuff:p
:9:04 PM: :sugah~plum
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