sometimes it just strikes me how little things can affect people in such a great way. little things like people not calling, or not being united with your cca mates, both of which happens to me and likely to most people as well. perhaps its just the human psyche, that our emotions take precedence over rationality and what we plan to do. emotions make us irrational. sometimes it just seems like humans are merely a miniscule creation of a greater power, of the earth. a few decades is a very short time in comparism with the millions of years that earth has existed. our lives flash by, and different ages continue to develop on the earth. doesn't it make our lives seem insignificant? life really is very short... so there really isn't much point worrying over our problems and everything, should try to make the most of it while it lasts, no? but then, its easy to say but hard to do. but then, if we subtracted the emotional rollercoaster from life... then well it hardly seems like human life anymore right. life is such an irony. my hamstrings hurt.
:10:30 PM: :sugah~plum