i just banged the keyboard. really really hard with both my hands. and now they're very sore. i think i shouldn't be online now, i'm supposed to go out soon. although i'll prefer to rot at home. just rot. collect dust. i absolutely hate it when i press the backspace button and my entire post just goes up in dust. all my feelings and my efforts just gone like that at the touch of one button. usually i'll just sigh and rewrite. but today that was just the last straw. somehow if i recreate my previous post it won't really capture how i'm feeling. but perhaps i should try. but i think i won't.
i was going to sing praises for jon and caleb too, but don't really feel like typing it all out again. listening to jon's 'farewell' and caleb's 'you belong to me' over and over again. perhaps i'm in the mood. but anyway... they're great. i like jon's 'farewell' very much. the singing is full of feeling and the guitar playing is just incredible la. anyway, just wanted to say right, jon if you're reading this and ever cut an album in the future, i'm definitely gonna buy it. same for caleb. and not because you're my friends, but because you're very talented musicians. and i don't buy albums often. yeah gotta stop now. have to go out if not i'll be late. yup.
:12:12 PM: :sugah~plum