aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. i pressed the backspace button on my keyboard and my entire post was wiped out..... -_- it was damn long too. argh. what a waste of time... and i should have been studying too. i never really mind when silly posts that don't make much sense are deleted, but i really really hate it when its a post where i put emotions in. sigh. i don't really remember what i blogged previously also... how to replicate something that's heartfelt, i don't know. so i shall not replicate it. and i shall just post a ridiculous senseless post instead. my sentiments about the paper chase, the difference in perspectives between me and my parents and how its strange how inflexible in accepting other viewpoints some people are, and how attitude towards life and things in life is important will be gone with the unpredictable workings of the internet where a strange technical problem can wipe away all feelings once recorded down in a small little box on a screen.
but anyway. must not mope too long over a blog post. went to town today to get specs and contacts. i love my spare specs :) daily disposable lens are difficult to remove tho... my eyes are still red. need to study. hmm. anyway i want to get another tattoo! i like tattoos. they're so nice. hmm wonder if its against the sch rules tho... i was thinking of getting one on my finger -_- hmm. hopefully its okay. and i really must abstain from those 4 things i keep eating in sch, they're damn fattening and i'm putting on weight again argh. milo cheesetoast mentos and fries. they're so nice and i keep eating them. shall stop hmm. or at least not so often. friends listen up, if i head for any of these, try pulling me away can d:
ohwell there's nothing much to say already anyway, unless i want to repeat the things i wanted to say in my long-gone post. but its really quite different if you keep the ideas and write it out again, somehow its different the second time round. like something is missing. or like the feelings are different. i don't know... i really must study. have one more day to write my e4 essay. will spend my whole sunday doing that, hopefully i'll still have time for econs and geog. yes back to econs tys then.
:11:37 PM: :sugah~plum
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