people complain a lot about life. i know that, because i do that quite a bit. but then on reflection, there really isn't much to complain about. because the alternative is probably worse that how it already is. sometimes. was just thinking just now, that if people could actually posess crystal balls or something that can be used to predict the future, then they could make the wisest decision that would make life much happier before anything wrong happened. but if life truly were such, it would be pretty damn boring wouldn't it? if everything could be predicted and predetermined. there would be no surprises, no anticipation, no hard decisions, and thus no variety or spice in life. perfection isn't really ever perfect is it... when something is too flawless it probably gets boring. and one-dimensional, lacking in depth and emotion. so i guess we should all be contend with what happens in life, if not, then strive it for yourself. i'm feeling kinda messed up in the mind right now, kind of fluctuating between happiness and sadness... yawn. too sleepy to make any sense now.
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