i guess the moral of the story of life is to follow your dreams, whatever they may be, and don't look back on your life and regret. i hope that someday i would know what my dreams are, what i want to do with my life. just watched centrestage, and oh my goodness, i'm completely bedazzled and awed and just so touched and inspired. its beautiful. there are simply no words. ballet is... a lot of hard work. and the amount of control... grace... is simply amazing. yes and i should stop waxing lyrical right. i think there's a moral in every show. even the most out of point ones. like confessions of a teenage drama queen, i think there's a point there. follow your dreams it says, do what you want even if you do it in the strangest quirkiest ways possible, blahblahblah. blah. today someone tried to tell me what to do with my life. i didn't listen. i don't appreciate people telling me what to do with my whole life when i didn't ask. or if they're not my parents, who actually have a right to. but then again who am i to say, considering i don't have a clue what to do with it. but what the hell i'll figure it out eventually... won't i?
seems like the girls in some movies and books etc choose the nice guys who care, love and show affection openly. well except some shows, like sex and the city, coz carrie chose big. well... i actually agree with her. many people would prefer aidan, but i think big is better for her (then again i didn't watch season 3, 5 and 6 so i might not know), because well... i can't really explain it even. i think its coz they went through so much together, and it just seems like there's something. charm works wonders i suppose. though aidan and carrie together is very sweet. i suppose what da said is relatively accurate, that girls like "bad boys" especially when they're only nice to them, because you know they actually like you coz they're not nice to just everyone. i think it probably works the other way around as well. how very strange. but then love is a very strange thing indeed. and i'm not only refering to fictional stories... for shows and books, the characters might be ficticious, but often the stories and feelings are real.
hm i wonder what i'm doing up so late. was really rather tired just now when walking around town... but don't seem to be now. thinking too much i suppose. actually i'm thinking that it doesn't really matter. so many things just shouldn't matter so much. well some things kind of do, but i mean, its subjective isn't it. what one person might consider important could be considered trivial by another. but then that's life, almost everything is subjective. ah... think i'll just go to sleep... reprieve is good. goodnight.
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