i think i've kicked my bad habit. for now. no time to do anything now even, so i suppose that's one reason. another reason is possibly because its not what i've ever wanted, just want seems to present itself to me usually. oh whatever. i wanted to blog but i've expended all energy in crying and blowing my nose multiple times, both rather violently. bleh. feel rather bleh now. sick, lonely, dejected and neglected is right. so blur sick and tired that i turned up for dance on sat without any of my costumes for a full dress rehearsal simply because i didn't realise it was a full dress. and so pathetic, after no dancing for 2 weeks, a few hours of dancing caused me to ache terribly yesterday and today. think i was quite out of form today at rehearsal also. felt kinda drowsy after taking medicine and nose was still erupting like crazy. sigh. there's school tomorrow. there's hwk, which i haven't done. and beads i haven't threaded. and prelims looming ominously in the horizon. bah.
:10:42 PM: :sugah~plum