its not all so simple is it? i fear i might be in possession of a too simplistic view of the world. sure, i know how bad it can get, how cruel and horrible it can be. but for some strange reason, i still simply accept things at face value most of the time and don't bother to guard myself against anything and just leave myself completely open. i suppose in some aspect it could be considered good, not having completely given in to cynicism. never really bothered to get involved in politics too, it doesn't suit me as most people would likely know. and its not really never bother, its also just that it never bothered to find me, we just don't click. no doubt, my way of thinking might change, as i am by no means a completely matured individual yet. i guess that it suddenly occured to me that i should just wake up and realise that not everything people say are the truth and only the truth. should have realised it so long ago when people told me different versions of the same story. so who's lying? or is the telling simply changed by perspective? i guess its true that we should just take everything with a pinch of salt. and i think its time i stopped being so stupidly gullible and just wake up. i may not want to, but it seems that i might have to. simplicity is a luxury.
the world isn't always such a nice place. such a terrible disaster can simply happen for no other reason other than it being the way of nature. and so many people die because of it. and there's nothing we can do but sit around and watch? we are bloody damned lucky and we'd better be thankful for it. well but who am i to preach about what we are and aren't and what's tragic or isn't... everything happens for a reason doesn't it? just that sometimes we can't understand it. i guess the least we can do is to show some respect and sympathy. its bleak yes, but there's still hope. or is there?
maybe i can still be simple in a complicated world.
:9:17 PM: :sugah~plum
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