maybe i am some sort of idealist after all. i still believe in virtue, hope, nobility, and such ideals. but i kind of lost the inspiration and hope and the warm glow of seeing happy people holding on so steadfastly to what they believe in which i had just now, to post much about it already. hmm but anyway its really nice la, to have so much staunch faith and hope and happiness. nice to watch too. but i'm very tired now coz i'm tired and some things just won't go away or improve, and don't think i have the energy to go on about it. so that's it, goodnight.
:1:28 AM: :sugah~plum