iiiii am a happy girl. he's proud of me. and mr ngoei is proud of me. and he said something which i'm quite happy to hear too, that he thinks that inherently i'm a good girl. i'm glad he believes that. and i know that mon petit ami believes that too, and that's what matters. yes. to all whom are concerned, i did pretty well for my 'A's. i should be jumping up and down with joy now, but the ungraded just kinda spoils it a little though. but i'm not unhappy, no no. i'm satisfied coz its good enough already. and i really appreciate what i've been given to be able to achieve this. i know there are people out there who probably didn't do as well, and sometimes i feel bad that i do well, because i'm not sure i really deserve it. and like i told sze just now, geps. hurh. egoistical take-exams-for-granted peoples. we're quite bad. i just hope everyone is somewhat happy. i hope he's happy. and no matter what anyone says, i believe in him and i believe that he'll make me happy. really, he's too good for me. but i'm not complaining... i probably don't deserve it, but i'm just really lucky, in so many ways, and i just have to be thankful for it. i'm terribly happy for sze too. i guess i've somewhat matured now too haha, considering i'm not whining about what a horrible life i have. i think i've learnt how to appreciate the things i have. ac taught me that, and he taught me that. i think life and His presence did that as well.
i guess the interview went well as well, though not particularly fantastic. for some reason i wasn't all that enthusiastic. and i don't know if i really want to get it, or if i should. i'll leave it all to fate, or to His hands. something that really means a lot to me though, is that my form teacher and according to him, some of the other teachers too, like me because i'm full of life. and i hope i continue to be. i'm glad not only because of my results, but because there are people who believe in me and are proud of me.
anyways, conclusion to this day, i am a happy girl.
:2:21 AM: :sugah~plum
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