hmm... its funny. i think everyone who used to read my blog have ran away or something. i was reading all my archives and realised that i used to get quite a few comments, but nowadays practically none. how strange. but then again i think i also stopped reading some of their blogs too. hmm... and apparently, my blog is getting too sappy to read. well excuse me for being happy :p finally. it seems like a lot of my past posts were more focused on like, depression and inability to find love, and cynical musings and quite a lot of rants and whines too. was that more interesting to read? how strange. i guess i used to think a lot. umm i hope i still think, if not that might be rather disturbing. i remember posting some of my relatively decent poems last time too. haven't written any recently though... never was any good at that haha. and to think i took s lit even. hmm i can't stop singing now haha... songs! yay i like singing. in fact going to recording soon... ah that one a little bit iffy, coz i have to do harmony in alto -_- and i'm like, partially tone deaf can't hear keys very well, so that's kinda hard for me. i think i do melody better. but anyway there's a reason why choir didn't accept me right haha. oh dear speaking of that i should get off my butt and go get ready soon right. haha oops.
i've been spending the last two days doing absolutely nothing except for sitting in front of the computer online shopping, surfing about hair and lip stuff. well granted, i'm sick. so i should be 'resting'. heeh. yah but suddenly felt kinda bored with my hair. actually its pretty nice when its let down and like in a good mood, ie, straight and soft and behaving, settling in the right places, but i tie it up like 90% of the time, so it looks crappy. hmm. so was thinking of perming or highlighting it! meow. and i need lip balm. oh oh oh oh just watched a super cool show about hairdressing... wow. its called Blow Dry or something like that, the last hairstyle the stylist did was absolutely tres tres magnifique. he like, shaved off most of her hair, and put this metal frame on her head, braiding the remaining long hair around each branch of the intricate frame. and she had like a tattoo on her head, so it was SO cool, like some ancient coloured regal tattoo on the top of her head above the crown, with the metal frame covered by golden blonde hair ontop her head, and this costume of golden wings and golden glitter straight on the body, she looked like an angel. so so gorgeous. yah. so spent my days slacking haha. though i had drama everyday from mon-fri last week! so that wasn't exactly slacking. mreow. and can't wait to start driving. hee. and i haven't posted lyrics in a while, but this song is special.
If I Never Knew You - Jon Secada and Shanice
(male solo)
If I never knew you, if I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of how precious life can be
And if I never held you, I would never have a clue
How at last I find in you, the missing part of me.
In this world so full of fear, full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear, in your eyes, so dry your eyes
And I’m so grateful to you, I’d have lived my whole life through
Lost forever, if I never knew you.
(female solo)
If I never knew you, I’d be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel a love so strong and true
I’m so grateful to you, I’d have lived my whole life through
Lost forever, if I never knew you.
(male solo) I thought our love would be so beautiful
(female solo) Somehow we make the whole world right
(duet)
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
All they leave us were these whispers in the night
But still my heart is saying we were right.
(female solo) If I never knew you
(male solo) There is no moment I regret
(female solo) If I never knew this love
(male solo) Since the moment that we met
(female solo) I’d have no inkling of how precious life can be
(male solo) If our time’s auspicious as that
Is here at last.
(duet) I thought our love would be so beautiful (So beautiful...)
Somehow we make the world right
(female solo) I thought our love would be so beautiful
We turn the darkness into light
(duet) And still my heart is saying we were right.
(male solo) We were right
And if I never knew you
(female solo) And if I never knew you
(male solo) I’d have lived my whole life through
(duet)
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you
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