death toll and statistics.
1 mini project by a group of three to produce a 1 page essay of things we know not of, due the next day. about 4 hours online discussing it. total of about 6 hours to produce it, including discussion and me furiously typing at the same time, at about 2am in the morning, resulting in horrendeous sentence structures and a frightfully un-understandable essay. 1 worksheet which was due exactly 22 hours and 15 minutes after the class ended. 1 big project by a group of 4 which is due in november but requires 34385326474343732 hours of work. 1st meeting on the 3rd day of school. 4 textbooks which cost a total of approximately $178.
i've had 3 lessons, in 2 days of school. does anyone think the amount of things we have and had to do is not quite proportionate to number of days?? and if you're wondering where the death toll comes in, its for the number of brain cells and amount of energy which have been zapped.
yup definitely feel like we've been tossed into the deep end of a pool and left there to figure out how to swim. i think i will eventually figure out how to swim, but now i just feel like i'm flailing my arms about wildly and randomly in a bid to stay afloat. hmmm. well this definitely helps us to 'adapt to situations'. gee... feel like i've been hit by a bulldozer... feel too tired to fully participate in a cca as of yet. maybe i've just been too used to slacking hehe... will take a while to get used to school again. oh the analytical skills worksheet was quite fun though! more about common sense and logic rather than intelligence and knowledge. anyway, dance trial class tomorrow night... hope it'll be fun. then maybe i'll join dance. oh wait, i mean then maybe i'll audition for dance... coz maybe i'm like not good enough for them.
apparently i sounded very proud when i told the drama people that i didn't really want to participate fully, just when there is a production maybe i'll go for auditions. and like that i didn't want to go for any more acting or drama workshops coz i think i've had too many. hmm actually now that i think about it again, if i really want to improve, i probably should go for some. but probably not voice, i doubt they can have better voice workshops than the ones we had. but well, i'm not sure i'm all that into improving and stuff la... don't really have much time, and kinda only in it for leisure and fun. well, didn't mean to sound proud sniff. just thought that perhaps our rather rigourous and extensive training during syf period and generally during productions kinda was enough. at least for now.
maybe coz i haven't exactly found anything i'm really passionate for. i mean, i totally adore drama and dance and singing and all. well and good, but i don't think i'm truly burning with a passion for any of them yet. i wish i could find something though, that i can throw myself into completely. well or at least more or less a lot of me into it. hmmmmm. like jun said at the airport, 'dance everyday, of course will be happy'. finding something which you won't be sick of doing everyday and still have blazing passion for it, i think is pretty rare. for me that is, coz i'm like such a '5 minute heat'(wu fen zhong re du hehehe) person. but anyway i guess no need to be -everyday- la... sounds abit excessive also hmm? by the way, i'm talking about activities and things, not guys. haha ;p
hope i find something like that haha.
meanwhile, hope i survive school. have to go research on balanced scorecard now... sigh.
:1:49 PM: :sugah~plum
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