i hate myself for liking him.
and i hate myself for hurting him.
he never wants to see me again. but despite everything he still wants me to be happy. i think i still need some time before i can properly move on.
and before i can stop hating myself.
he's probably started deleting all my photos and messages from his phone. all those pictures and videos we took together and he took of me. i've only managed to delete a few messages. i'm keeping the photos i think. sweet memories.
but i'm already starting to move on.
which is why i hate myself at the moment.
but i think it'll pass in time. especially with his support.
:3:12 AM: :sugah~plum