i'm disturbed by the first thought i had upon waking up this afternoon. which, coincidentally, might have been among the first few thoughts i had upon waking up last sunday morning as well. and possibly many other times. but it's okay. i'll live.
on another line of thought, i think i'm going to write down all my old msgs in my phone... and fold the paper up, and put in into the box with the bracelet.
once i get the time to, away from all this work. surprisingly enough, i don't mind the work all that much. takes my mind off things sometimes.
"that scares me... how easily you can be fooled by one mind..."
yep... the power of the mind and emotion is a great one indeed. pity i don't know how to wield it well, and instead am often a victim of it's spell. but i get the feeling i might learn in time.
i don't want to fly yet, but i think i will have to someday. can't always hope to be caught or have my fall cushioned. so i guess i'll have to learn how to fly. i guess in some sense, i'm already flying. not very high or very enthusiastically, but i'm hovering. and sometimes i fall. but it's fine... because life is like that, sometimes you fly sometimes you fall. and sometimes people catch you or cushion your fall. sometimes you fall and hurt yourself, and stand up again and go on.
life just goes on.
:3:46 PM: :sugah~plum
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