it seems, sometimes, that the best relationship to have with anyone you admire or like as a person would be that of good friends. then it wouldn't be spoiled =p relationships just seem to spoil things sometimes, tsk. happened to chance upon some old conversations from many months ago... reading them made me laugh and tear, and realise how the different demographies and states of interpersonal relationships can be so different. and people act differently too in those various states. kinda weird and sad when people act really strangely and contrary to their normal character sometimes though, perhaps under emotional stress or something. sheesh. haha sometimes i wonder what's the point of even having relationships if they don't end well, and you end up losing someone who could have been a good friend instead. what a waste. but i guess its a matter of win some, lose some, depending on the choices you make or because of things which simply just happen. but still... why can't people just end amicably? true, its definitely quite difficult at first to face the other person or to treat them as friends because of so much which had happened and felt, but a truth is, you really can get used to anything. ironically enough, change is the only thing which is constant isn't it. and we do adapt to these changes most of the time. after a while... we get used to things. of course, unless some people are really stubborn. haha. i thought i used to be very stubborn, and i guess i still am, when it comes to things i feel strongly for or against, but perhaps there are less things i do feel strongly about these days. or maybe just too busy with school to worry about anything else these days, hmm.
did get quite inspired by the impressive, beautiful, stunning and mesmerising feast for the eyes on friday night though. i finally know what it means to have your eyes literally glued to something and not being able to take them off a sight which is so entrancing and beautiful that you just don't want to miss all that is happening. also discovered what it means by jaw-dropping. ok i sound a bit swoony and exaggerated haha. okok i am exaggerating a little =p but it was so cool! Al Liquid Silver and Karla Palomina were at union on friday night and there was so much good dancing to watch! haha they danced with various people and its just... so beautiful beyond words. not only them, but some other people who are fantastic too. dance really is a form of art. i've always thought that expression of music through the movement of bodies is simply wonderful. well unfortunately its only really beautiful and wonderful when people do it well and truly convey the essence of the music, but shh even if it's not done well its still fun :) dance is fun ok! haha. yes but that's besides the point... gorgeous gorgeous dancing on fri haha sigh =p inspired to train! yes of course problem is i always get inspired and then never do as much as i intend to. damn :p hopefully this time it'll be different... haha hmmm. hope there's more to watch tonight yay :)
seems like there are so many intermittent hurricanes sweeping into my life and carrying me along with it, and i get caught up in the moment. but the winds do die down eventually and i'm left standing again. when it's something worth carrying on, i have to rely on myself to walk, or run the rest of the distance and not give up because it's tougher than being carried. of course, it doesn't mean that there are no limits. nice though, sometimes, to be floated along by a gust of warm air. sometimes other people's lives look like they're wonderful, but its really your own which you have to contend with and make it the way you want it to be. what other people have will not necessarily work for you. haha. gotta OWN it! :) that's what uniqueness is about... the phrase everybody's different is slightly ironic, but still true i guess hahaa =p
and oh dear... what can we do for creative thinking?? omg, gilmore girls is on now! i almost forgot!
~ mich*e||e, who is off to eat the crab which was prancing around her living room floor yesterday night.
:6:01 PM: :sugah~plum
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