zzz. reasons why clubbing is bad.
1) people get drunk and do stupid things.
2) people get drunk and be assholes and end up fighting
3) i end up smelling like smoke after it
4) very expensive and tiring
5) sweaty!
6) slimy sometimes O_O
but still... i had fun haha. was great to catch up with friends haha, and great to really just let loose and DANCE. haha. po yew was a dear and bought me entry and drinks etc and even sent me home... haha always so sweet :) ran into john there and caught up too, wow haha... so many AC ppl... was abit like old times sakes and stuff la. cool. chiew and her friend pris were there too, and i think pris is so hot! hahaha wow damn nice body movement... but omg, damn drunk man i think. so many people were so drunk la! no idea why also... got molested too hahahaa BUT by a rather drunk girl so i guess it was forgivable haha O_O
reasons why clubbing is good
1) if there is good music, can dance, and dance and dance, yay! =p
2) same as above
3) same as above
4) can drink a little bit and get high
5) catch up with friends
6) have fun being silly
oh well i guess it balances out =p somehow. hahaa... well depends on self-discretion i guess, everything can either be good or bad right =p clubbing in itself is not a bad thing i feel, its how people choose to behave and what not. haha i think my drunk havoc days are over... i hardly drink when i club these days, and am pretty sedate unless i'm dancing, haha. newsroom bar has nice poles ;p omg this really feels a bit like the old days... before... things. proper clubbing first time in ages! had lots of fun hahaha grin yay. and in case anyone is wondering, i'm pretty sober, only had 1 long-island tea and some green tea with chivas (ever heard of such a thing?!) and lots of water, so i'm quite okay really. haha. plus amazingly my makeup still looks okay even after all that dancing haha... i have no idea why people kept asking me why i have so much energy to dance until like that though -_- i thought it was pretty normal haha... maybe people don't exert themselves that much when they dance haha oops shrug. but i don't believe in just swaying to and fro... maybe that's why i don't like trance haha. and actually i think clubbing is good exercise leh if you dance... like that can lose weight hahaa good good.
zzz damn tired now. get the feeling i might ache tmr, since my calves were slightly achy today already from ddr yesterday =p and i didn't realise that some of my posts are slightly freaky. i thought they were ok what, just kinda angsty. still think so shrug. i get that way sometimes i guess... but then again i always blog a lot of nonsense haha. pity that i'm thought of in a way which i think i'm not, though i think i am indeed what is originally thought of me, but not fully, but rather a slightly deviated version of it. i think po yew knows me pretty well hahahhaa i love his description of me, damn accurate hee. but then again, i guess i act funny sometimes when emotions are concerned. have a few soft/weak spots. but then again py has seen that before also right hmmmm. but i guess its always different when you're not the person involved. haha. dunno la, only time will tell. but right now, back to status quo it shall be, hopefully.
the funniest part, or the saddest part, is that i actually thought it was and would have been good. little commitment, all with our own space and freedom. no need to take things so seriously when so young. no need to cramp other's space so much too. that is kind of what happened previously anyway wasn't it. too much. too scary. but its vast ambiguity which screws me up sometimes i guess, and yes, i think i am a little insecure. who isn't? everyone wants attention. shrug. i'm no different. i am confident, but not confident enough to simply just assume things. that's something i don't like to do. because things aren't always what they seem. and even though i've always had a happy-go-lucky-take-it-easy attitude... i believe some things could be clearer sometimes. can't just heck care about everything... that's kinda extreme haha. well too bad. thanks for everything anyway.
for the record, i hate vicious cycles. they're the most inane thing ever haha.
and i think i think too much! mutter. haha.
(ok these three paragraphs were written at 11am when i was more awake =p don't think i sound much more awake though, back to sleep zzz.)
okay enough rambling for now already... need to go get changed and clean and stuff and crash. damn tired already zzz was a damn long party man, still going strong when i left at like 345 O_O ok..... can barely keep my eyes open any longe.....
:4:45 AM: :sugah~plum
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