it seems that falling asleep really early at my laptop and waking up at insanely early times is becoming a habit for now. i wonder if that's good because it means i'm probably getting more sleep, but i don't really like it coz its boring to be the only one up in the morning, and i like sleeping in properly anyhow. this falling asleep in front of laptop thing has got to stop -_-
anyhow, question of the day, what does 'elephant rubber very long' mean? courtesy of eugene. don't think in any weird way, its really quite simple.
spent last night laughing so hard that my abs(ok umm stomach?) hurt, haha. learnt from them that:
1. the long thing sticking out of a tank is NOT a telescope
2. its NOT used for signalling direction
3. its NOT used to prop the tank upright when it rolls down a hill and tries to tip over
4. the eject hatch at the back is NOT used to eject the guy sitting in it
5. live firing will NOT kill anyone because there won't be anyone peeing in the bushes
this is what happens when you hang out with army boys, sheesh O_O haha but ok i guess i was sufficiently entertained. hmm i feel like swimming, after da put the thought in my head yesterday. but i am so abominably lazy to... and i have MA and POSC report to do =( sounds like such a bleary and bleak day of work ahead, sigh.
Seems like there's so much distance between me and everything else now. The things I used to like doing, the people I used to like hanging out with. The friends I still like hanging out with. I wonder if its from lack of trying or if it simply happens. But then again I've seen people who try and usually get brutally rejected and hurt, that this appears to be an irony. But I guess I just have to remember that I still have friends who will be there for me in times of need, for whom I will do the same. I guess the tiredness and busyness, and the invisible walls, is just kinda getting me down. I guess like josh said yesterday, I want to be utterly and completely convinced that I'm not alone. We never stop wanting, do we?
No one says life is fair because no one actually believes it.
:9:42 AM: :sugah~plum
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