Happy New Year everyone! Hugs and kisses all round!
Taking check of 2005:
Many things happened really, the most prominent of which being a 7 month relationship that took up most of the year - which was my first real relationship, and love. Flowers. Princess. Romance. Butterflies. Happiness. Comfort. Some jobs and experiences, waitressing, admin-ing, teaching; learning new skills and things. 'A' level results. Scholarship interviews, applications, the works. A big production, dancing, singing, sewing sequins. Passing my driving the first time round. Starting school at SMU, making new friends. A slightly stressful first term. Quarrels, pain, sadness; oodles of crying. Another guy. Catching up on some great clubbing. Halloween. Taking up salsa and really enjoying it. Real singlehood; finding freedom and some self. Spain. Cute Christmas. Nice little new year celebrations with friends.
Seems like not much happened in 2005, yet at the same time it seems like there was. I think someone (da I think) said something about being 19, that it's the last year of teenhood, the last year you have before entering your twenties, and that it's a strange year. I don't know about that, but I think it's been... an interesting year. I feel quite changed, from before. Just pondered upon today, that there would be a significant difference in how I would react now to certain situations that have happened in the past or to similar ones. And I feel like I have learned a lot this year, although what exactly, I guess I can't really describe. And so, I guess, it's been all in all a good year... except for the last part of the third quarter and the first part of the last quarter. Quite a bit of turmoil, but all's well now, and has been well for quite a while, so I guess the bizarre little hiatus of peace and happiness for the holidays is a good break from the horrid real world, which looks all set to come pouncing back on me in 2006.
Taking check of 2005, I think I haven't made any grave mistakes or committed any grevious wrongs. I've been more or less true to myself. I won't make any new year resolutions because I believe in letting things take their course and being flexible to change and adapt when situations call for it.
So here's to a better 2006.
Love you all, take care!
:6:12 AM: :sugah~plum
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