Absolute photo whoring.

It seems I'm not the only one who hasn't really found out, exactly, who and what I really am. Is what you see really what you get? Whose words can you really trust, in a fatalistic, predominantly self-centred society, with hidden motives and selfish priorities. Why don't people have the courtesy to mean what they say, and consider that other people might be relying on their words and believing wholeheartedly in it. Or maybe, just maybe, the idiots believing are well, just naive, and stupid. But it's sad to know that the world is such that people who believe are idiots and people who treat everything lightly are the ones who are correct, simply because they are the majority. Talk is cheap. Whatever happened to the sanctity of anything. And I'm one to talk right, huh.
I guess this is going to be a long combined post once again. But I promise, not too long. Time seems to pass so fast these days I don't even notice that I haven't blogged in a week.
Wednesday night, 2am.
I wanted to blog just now, but somehow the words are failing to come to me at this very moment. I think this is going to be one of those posts where people say that they have something to say yet have no clue how to express it, and end up not saying anything coherent or understandable at all. Yep. Quite possible.
Packed lots of salsa into Friday and Saturday, going for a (pretty good) salsa beach party at Sentosa on the latter day, which was a refreshing change from Union actually. Sadly, forgot to bring a camera though, so no pictures haha. Visted Chinatown too (good dimsum!!) and went crazy over beads, thus creating a nice new pretty necklace. Oh right I should take a picture of it, hee.

One more word. CRABS. How could anyone hate crabs? Black pepper, chilli, butter, steamed, whatever. Mmmm.
But then again, wasn't so sure they were worth staying up so late for, when I ended up feeling damn tired the next day. Need to gym more though hmm. Yes also ended up downing a significant amount of coffee, though must admit, it was rather yummy mmm.
Exhausted from hellish stats; stayed in school til 3 plus (am) doing the assignment yesterday. Quite ridiculous imho, but did have Xiayue for company for quite a while until he gave up on work and went to sleep. Then got sucked in by inertia and goodness knows what else and got depressed and lonely staying in a (freaking!) cold and empty room in the middle of the night -_- well went home in the end, don't think I could ever manage staying over in school, it feels too sad. Don't ask me why. Spent most of today stressing over stats too. It ended up about 10 minutes late I think, damn. And not complete too, sigh.
Friday, 3pm.
Arrival at MoS 060406 - music was pretty good, but the crowd was either nonexistent, or strange for quite a bit. When it got pretty cool, both at smoove and the main arena, everyone wanted to leave. Boo. =( I loved my top though, the reason why I turned temporary tailor yesterday.




Photos courtesy of hotshot photographer, Jeremy Nguee.

Photo courtesy of umm, bewildered MoS staff.
Pretty strange though, my stats exam is in... 3 days, and I haven't even started studying. Even Tzeyi and Da are working harder than me omg. It's funny how I'm only vaguely worried. Okay, it's not really funny, but oh well. I NEED TO STUDY. Sigh. And I think I'm still going to Union tonight, too (Weds was SO empty, boo!) Where did my entire week go to haha, study break my foot. Sigh... I really never learn, never take good advice, and never do what's good for me. At the end of the day I have no one to blame but myself. Haha but at least I know that and I don't run around blaming other people hur.
Anyway... sorry I missed you out the last time dear! (Finally have a pic with you, HAHA)

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