As the Backstreet Boys once sang, "As Long As You Love Me".
10:43am, May 26th 2005:
From postsecret.com,
Regret...I write ONE bitchy post and get this. I've never really had such criticism, and its upsetting and at the same time slightly amusing. I appreciate the honest comment, and I do agree, that that post is rather bitchy (yes, well the title did give some sort of warning didn't it?) but really, insulting my friends' judgment and honesty as well? Going too far. But it's saddening, as always, to know that some people think this way of me. Though I suppose bitch is a step up from slut or skank. Well. I'm aware that I'm becoming much less nice. But somehow I don't care as much as I should; I'm tired of letting others step all over me.
Anyway. Moving rapidly along (as Liz always says hehe),
Yesterday was crash AC day! Haha. It was HILARIOUS and completely chaotic and madcap. Leb, Sulynn, Yina and Yuepeng were back on breaks from studying overseas and joined a whole bunch of us in donning our school uniforms, shoes, badge and all, and pretended to be students for the day! Haha, okay except for the wrong t-shirts, lack of badge, caleb's earring (gasp!), and yp's outlandish but very cool hair (which EVERY teacher groaned about), I think we did a pretty good job of pretending to be students. We were umm, a tad bit too loud though, methinks. Haha. Didn't manage to crash any classes though when I was there, but we did manage to see almost all our teachers while wandering around the school. We even had a 'Search for The K-ster' as Xiangwei put it... in an arduous hunt for our GP teacher, haha. For more information and pictures, please refer here.
Things will never be the same again.
Spent the whole of Tuesday and Wednesday walking around Arab Street and Bugis Village. Was supposed to go with Crystal and Da on Tues, but things cropped up for the both of them so I just went alone. And the funny thing is, after walking around these two places and spending money, I went again with Crystal on Weds and spent MORE money. How amazing that I can still find things to buy in the same place. Although well, not the exact same shops. Heh. Crystal and I have concluded that we should stop shopping together for a while, we seem to encourage each other to spend money much too much.
Me heart Crystal :)Watched MI:3 yesterday and decided that action movies are sad. True, they fill you with an adrenaline rush and keeps you on your toes as you hope beyond hope that the hero doesn't die, or that something doesn't crash, that something bad doesn't happen. The thrill and suspense, and the impossibly complicated technology which makes the impossible, possible, is really quite exciting. However, what I don't like about action movies is that too many people die. If its for a good cause, like in V for Vendetta or something like that, it's not quite as bad. But to steal some unknown weapon of mass destruction to hand over to a villian to save a life, yes it does sound noble and all, but think about all the people getting killed to achieve this cause. The security guards outide a building who get shot just because they're doing their job to watch someone's property, who may have families and loved ones of their own who would grieve immensely for them as well. What makes their lives less valuable than the heroine's? What makes anyone's life more valuable, so to speak, than the next person's anyway. But I guess at critical moments no one really thinks about such things, and then again, it really only is just a movie. Ah well.
12:18am, 28th May 2006:
Many things to say, but keeping it short and simple.
Watched Grease today, it wasn't as good as expected, but was pretty fun and entertainining anyhow.
I've always liked this song, but today it struck a bit of a note with me, more than usual.
Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you
You know I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But, baby, can't you see
There's nothing else for me to do?
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying, "Fool, forget him."
My heart is saying, "Don't let go.
Hold on till the end."
And that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
Sounds pathetic yeah, but I guess we all have our moments; and that certain someone who can make you push your pride aside and allow the supposedly weaker, emotional side to show. No one's really willing to let their vulnerability or true feelings show though, for fear of rejection, of being looked down upon or whatever.
3:31pm, 28th May 2006:
Favourite song of the moment: Ge Qian by Jay Chou
Check it out here: http://youtube.com/watch?v=jwbREUBPKFY&search=ge%20qian%20jay%20chou
Mehhhhhs. I just looked through my archives, of a year ago. And I actually sounded happy. Very much so. Geez, what happened.
I need a job. And perhaps this time I should try getting a proper one. Haha, except that my attention span might not be able to make it. Caleb is convinced that I have ADD... and actually, I think I agree with him. Scones, anyone?
I think I need some sort of purpose or something.
:4:43 PM: :sugah~plum
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