Make me tingle.
"For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air. You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything."
- Alex Karev, Grey's Anatomy
It's sad, just how little a kiss means these days. And for most of us, its too late to hold out for that wonderful first kiss. But I guess not everyone believes in fairytales either, and perhaps this perfect first kiss thing is merely an urban myth. But then again, it could mean the first kiss with someone, and not one's first kiss ever. I think I know exactly what Alex Karev is trying to get at. Because I've had that, once. And I'm not about to forget it in a hurry.
Sometimes it does mean something, when people give it a shot thinking it could make you feel something, simply because you never know. But it doesn't quite always work that way.
A kiss is just a kiss, until it makes you tingle. Then it becomes an electric current, a fire that cannot be extinguished; which shoots warm tingles down every single nerve in your body. And THAT is what I call a kiss.
And well, they don't come by very often.
"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. But the thing is it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away."
- Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
It's kinda funny, when someone else believes more in your fairytale than you do. But yes, contrary to the cranky I-hate-men-and-am-turning-lesbian MSN nicks, I do still have the smallest bit of faith that everything will turn out well in the end. I'm just that way. A cranky moment is simply, a cranky moment.
Perhaps I do understand. When someone's life is glitzy and exciting and packed full with committments, activities, fun and life, there's no room for much else. But I'm still glad I met him. Having another friend is hardly ever a bad thing.
And it will pass.
I need a project to undertake, something to do. Instead of writing about such frivolous stuff early in the morning. Geez.
:5:32 AM: :sugah~plum
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