Happy Valentine's Day!
Hehehe. Feel mildly psycho now - am pottering around the house muttering and talking to myself and bouncing here and there, when I should be writing my Globalization of World Politics essay. My head is swimming with so much Marxism, Social Constructivism, Realism and Liberalism, it's not funny. It's... 930am in the morning, and I think that partly contributes to my mildly psychotic state of mind as well. Also, I think the crazily high sugar content in the CREAM of that cupcake (omg it is really damn freaking nice) kind of... helped it along. I really should be doing my essay haha. Rather than prancing around and blogging and taking pictures of the oh-so-pretty cupcake... but ahhh so tired already nevermind shall take a break haha. Look look!!
Ok no no I only did this collage *after* I finished the paper okay. Sigh. Handed it in already, but think it kinda sucks. Probably should have asked for an extension lah but ohwell. Thought it was better to just get it out of the way. But am very worried. For Glob and Finance, maybe US too, and subsequently, for the fate of my scholarship as well. Sighs.
And well, I know it's V-day; but no time for romantic sentiments, have class from 12 to 7, essay due 3pm, and counselling journal due 2359. In any case I've always believed that it's a commercialised holiday lah... no need to... act the way you're expected to. In fact, people expect people to celebrate holidays like Christmas and V-day so much so that it feels like you're celebrating it just for the sake of celebrating it. But that said, these occasions do see lots of nice people doing nice small (seemingly) little things for friends, like giving cupcakes (yay!) or flowers to them. And imho, it's very sweet that they find time and spend the effort to do such things. I wish I did something, but really really no time this year la.
A few thoughts...
11/02/07, 10pm
I've been quite happy for quite a long while already, actually. In fact, I think this is the first time I am truly and totally guy-free and alone. Ever since I was 14, anyway. No one I like or anything going on, and really concentrating on my own life; on doing exciting new things, and on living. And on trying to be happy. It's been... a couple of weeks I think. And then I suddenly realised this... fact. It's actually... not too bad. I'm not too sure how long this enlightened state will last, but it's really, not too bad.
AND I AM DAMN HAPPY NOW because I ate New York Super Fudge Chunk!! Aaaahh. My two best friends, Ben and Jerry. Haha ok no, just kidding. But seriously right. I am going to eat SO MUCH B&Js when I go to New York, you can count on it. Yay.
Hurhur. Random thoughts from Sunday. Anywayyyy... Happy Valentine's Day everyone, hope you're happy, with whatever you have and whatever you're doing this day.
Ending off, a little something from postsecret:
"Strangers are just friends waiting to happen. Will you be mine?"
:4:15 PM: :sugah~plum
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