Sleeeeeeppyyyy.
Wow. I've been wanting to post since Tuesday, but keep falling asleep before I can do anything. Been quite tired; sleeping at 1plus everyday and waking up at 6plus. Can't wait for the weekend to come around, aaaah.
The job's not too bad though, I think I might go into PR after all. We'll see. Also been taking time to catch up with people I hadn't seen in a while, lunching and dinnering, etc. Discovered some nice yummy food along the way too, so even better haha!
Also found out what a friend's initial impression of me was, which was really quite amusing.
Ok shall include what I tried to post on Tuesday night:
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Somehow, after the initial storm of intense pain, I'm mostly just a little sad and numb now, and life goes on. But it's really not so bad... yet. And no matter what, life goes on. Every experience just teaches you something new, or at least, reminds you to do certain important things to ensure a happy, healthy life. And one thing I've recently forgotten to do, is to not let my guard down too easily.
It's just a pity, because I actually had faith this time. It's not easy for me to have tangible hope for things to be good, because many things have convinced me otherwise - that it's infinitely difficult for me to... find certain somethings and truly be happy. But I thought... there was a chance. But somehow, I usually manage to screw up my chances quite royally.
We'll see.
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Ohwell. Things happen. But it just feels a bit like one blow after another. Anywayyyyy. Have too many things to do at work to distract me from all these... things. Haha. The people are all quite nice and funny. And hmm also have to get around to comparing air ticket prices soon, for exchange. But why the fuel surcharge go uppppp sian.
Hehe ok I FINALLY have time to post this. It's Friday evening and I've finished my work and practically everyone has left.
But yay, union tonight and then SLEEP the whole weekend away. Except for beer promoting. Hmmm. But yay! TGIFFFFFFF!
:6:51 PM: :sugah~plum