I don't understand myself sometimes. I want excitement, yet I want stability and peace. I want to work hard on projects and achieve excellent results, and I also want to slack. I want company, and I want to be alone. And... you get the point.
Just feeling a little... frustrated at why my life can't be simpler. Somehow I always get into complicated human relationships without meaning to. And I guess I'm the kind of person who doesn't choose a side and always tries to sit on the fence/have my cake and eat it too (although this saying doesn't really make sense to me), which I think doesn't really help. In any case... perhaps I'm meant to always be embroiled and unsettled. Perhaps. It's not really what I want, but I'm really not sure about what I do want, so... we'll see.
And I'm too sentimental for my own good too.
Oh well.
:9:03 AM: :sugah~plum