If until now...
It's not happening, it's never going to happen.
I gave myself a personal deadline, a while ago, but I wasn't sure I would be able to meet it. Somehow I think I did, with some unexpected help, but then again, we'll see how it goes this time.
I can't be with someone who only loves me and wants to see me when he feels like it, and who can't wrap his mind around being in a relationship with me. I can't. Maybe I'm selfish, but I'd like to have something real. And if until now, he's still unsure about me... well... I'm tired of waiting.
It hurts so bad, it really does.
:1:27 PM: :sugah~plum